I started getting tired of dealing with people's shit, thinking that things were going to get somewhere in the long run for a good friendship or possibly a relationship in some cases, so I decided that I didn't care anymore.

There's only 9 school days left, and I'm falling over my seat with the exams coming up that are killing me, let alone my insane manager who makes me drive all the way to Clackamas to work for like 2 hours. Wow, I made like 20 bucks! Way to go, not.

I finally told Joe I was ready to be in a relationship with him, and now we're dating. I've finally settled down, at least, for now. Blah, I'm circling myself and wondering why so many guys have some sort of crush on me. I don't understand this!

Any how, the recognition ceremony for CAL is on Tuesday, and then the awards breakfast is on Wednesday. I just bought my dress for the Senior Awards night today, and then... I dunno. Everyone's going to Kahneeta after finals on the 29th, which I'm totally stoked for.

I still have yet to turn in my senior all-night party slip, along with graduation crap. Blahhhh. SO MUCH TO DO! Oh well, I'm supposed to be hanging out with Joe soon. Mmm, and it's funny how he and I can never figure out what to do before the day. 99.9% of the time I'll usually just head over to his house and we'll wing it from there, usually it's going to eat, movies, or watching a movie at home and baking together. Hah.

I ran into him last night, and he was with Katie, Kestin, Ashley, and Justin. I totally had the instant reaction to blush and get really hot in the face, cover my face, and turn away. I was with my brother at the time, it was interesting. I texted Joe and I was like "I just saw you."

Joe: "Okay, so where am I?"
Me: "At the movies."

And apparently, he was like "Oh crap, she really is here." He was turning everywhere to look for me, I felt like a dork after walking back to get the crap scared out of me because he ran up behind me. HIS MOM ASKED HOW I WAS DOING, and went off about how nice and cute I was again. Oh lawd, wait until Joe tells her that we're dating. She'll love it.

Man, I love this.

P.S. Someone needs to help me get this shot I really want, but I gotta find the perfect time to do it. It's so hard since it's a field of crops that has no parking lot for me to park my car and take a photo.